Sunset in San Miguel, oil on canvass, 16 x 20 |
As this Sabbath moment
comes to a close I am grateful for the sustaining grace in all things.
I spent two months in
San Miguel, each day studying Spanish, painting, and spending time with dear
friends we have made over the years – a beautiful, refreshing place that has
become a second home. After San Miguel,
I had a week with my son and his family, time with my grandchildren. The last month has been at home attending to
projects for which there has never been time: cleaning out the attic, the
pantry, and the home office, working in the yard, planting grass, cutting the
ivy creeping up the trunks of the trees, fixing landscaping lighting. Numerous construction garbage bags full of
stuff that long ago needed to be thrown away. Cleaning house. Seems like a metaphor for things in life that
need attention that often get pushed to the side – “when I get time I’ll do it.” The need to let go of things that have cluttered
space and time and life.
oil on paper, 12 x 16 |
I’m grateful for the
time to paint and the places it took me, about worrying less about creating a
pretty picture and finding a way to express inner creativity and perhaps, just
perhaps, letting something new happen without having to be overly controlling –
for which I am hoping to bring into my work and ministry life.
I am appreciative of my
staff and the vestry, the leadership, and community of St. Bartholomew’s that
has made the sabbatical time possible. And
I am thankful for John’s support that is always there.
May there always be Sabbath
rests in our lives – a day, a moment, to be more keenly aware of the grace that
permeates all things – all things – all things – even me and you. Grace will show you things and perhaps
sometimes it is in the cracks that it makes its way in.
“Lend
your ears to music, open your eyes to painting, and... stop thinking! Just ask
yourself whether the work has enabled you to 'walk about' into a hitherto
unknown world. If the answer is yes, what more do you want?” -Kandinsky
That has to be
sufficient.
My life is in your
hands, O God, and you have blessed me. My life whatever it is, I trust in
you.
Many blessings.